Thanks for the reply lil. I actually really like this one. It is 100% honest. I didn't "think," I just, "did." It's definitely a song about being, "stuck," and therefore claustrophobia sounds appropriate. I don't think I feel stuck, exactly, but I am certainly grieving my former life. It's gone. It's not coming back either.
But, I have a new life. I have a pretty awesome new life. I actually get to see my kids. And it's been really nice.
Re the podcast. yeah, send it over. No need to over think the answers. Maybe you should take a cue from this song and just go stream of consciousness. Also, if you feel you hit all you want to say in one reply, all the better. It's much easier to edit/include.
Glad you were up and got to listen to this song. I appreciate it a lot.