I just find it hard to work with people the way I need to when I'm also like "you're a fucking bitch," you know? So it helps me to imagine it's incompetence. or drugs.
like, it is very hard for me to be nice to people if i believe they are deliberately being, shall we say, "fuckin' idiots." and at work, i gotta be nice. and i gotta convince these people to work with me, day in and day out.
hence the pain medication
but i bitch about 'em to other people all i like, of course
i resonate deeply with some lines of kanye west's hit single "runaway"
which isn't a plug post even tho it sound like it do