I slept for a solid 6 hours last night which is my new record ever since I stopped being able to sleep for longer than 2 hours at a time like 2 months ago. The plan was to get super baked and pass out but instead I told myself I would just smoke after the first time I woke up. Apparently that was enough to calm some anxiety and get 6 glorious hours of continuous sleep. Followed that up by seeping all day now, god damn. Now I’ve got to start working out until I collapse to calm the remaining anxiety. On one hand, having to work out to function mentally is a little annoying and on the other I guess it’s solid motivation to stay in shape.
Of all the things I could possibly suck at, I chose sleeping and breathing. My sleep is a disaster. 4-5 hours a night is a victory, most nights its 3 good hours. When I was a very young man, I slept 2 hours a night and was fine. I had teachers and family freak out when I could go 2-3 days with no sleep, then get a 4-5 hour nap/sleep and be ready to rock and roll again. Then you crash and sleep 10-12 hours and does that help? lol. The opposite of that. 8 hours of sleep wipes me out for a day.