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barradarcy  ·  4287 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Early morning and I know I'm not bothering to get up...
I've been keeping a diary on my computer since God knows when this year, in fact...it's the second one as the computer crashed the first time I kept one...but luckily I was able to get back a good part of it. That's what I want to post up here...and this post is where I'm going to put this stuff. i could edit it, I could take out stuff and I could write the whole thing from scratch....but I'm not going to, i don't need to...as it's all here on my computer. Some of the stuff is just gunna be a date and what happened but it's the exact date. I'm using Ubuntu and the 'Rednotebook' program. Before that, I used pen and paper so that's where I get the older stuff from.

This:

http://soundcloud.com/contense/thetruth

Is a conversation I had with my parents about one of the appointments with a therapist (that my doctor sent me to). I'm having to go because of everything that's been going on and what I've over-heard:-/ At the start of it....My mum actually says she knows I'm not lying.

(11/04/2012): My doctor decides I need to see a family therapist, his sister Theresa Duggan.

Wednesday, 18/04/12 20:17:51: I asked about Terassa Duggans appointment and it's on next Thursday but when I was told this dad said, and i quote ''i think we should sit down for a little family meeting before it, just to reherse our story'' (well maybe not a good quote but he did use the words 'family meeting'. 'before it' and 'reherse our story'). I got it recorded but i think it's very faded.



thenewgreen  ·  4244 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Barra -- You alright pal? Just want to make sure that you haven't let this situation get the best of you. Hope you are finding some silver lining somewhere in this mess. Hang in there pal and if you get a moment, drop a line.

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