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user-inactivated  ·  3553 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: What do you miss, Hubski?

Speed, mostly. Thinking and acting sharply and quickly and being afraid of nothing. I don't miss the scattered delirium and jaw-grinding insanity, but still, it's tempting when I have a hard day.

Youth and a body that didn't need chemical assistance to be okay. Some of y'all will laugh at me for saying this at 25 but there's more consequences for me than most people. The freedom that came with not needing to take a set of temperature-controlled pills twice day was actually pretty huge. I could essentially live outdoors but now I need a fridge which needs electricity and that means rent and bills which means a job.