Very forward with this one, I'm not a virgin. Excuse me for using these kinds of terminology. I am a 15 year old unvirginated (definitely a word) whore. Now, given how I talk (extremely flirty [WAY TO BE A WHORE, NIKKI.]) I shouldn't be so upset about this.
I am.
It's not like I regret anything, but I mean... I see all of these movies. Read all of these stories. See all of these people that tell me how love should be. No one ever said something would have to be inside me to make a boy happy. (that sounded really sexist, I don't think only sex makes boys happy, rather just their penis when they're in the mood, but still.) No one ever said there would be the possibility of something going wrong, breaking up, finding the wrong person once or twice.
Up until recently, apparently, I didn't understand that only certain types of sex are virginity losing. I don't even know what think about this.
I don't even know what I'm saying right now. ADHD, forgive me.
Sex is not love making. there is no love making. its always sex.
I guess I'm saying this to all of the virgins out there: It's not what you think. It's not always with the person you will spend forever with, its not a pact. It's usually an impulse, an urge. Although sometimes you may want to "fit in" or whatever that is, It's not worth it. Make sure it's someone you love.
Always love, not lust.
(I do love the person I lost it to, Just to be clear. We did rush it, and all of that, but I mean.. I wouldn't take it back. I guess we should've waited, but I'm glad we did at the same time. It's a conflicting emotion.[LOL WHORE.]) questions comments concerns?