A couple of recent experiences have left me re-evaluating my approach towards spirituality. Negative past experiences prevent me from going all in, but I still find the need to have something higher, though perhaps more self-contained and psychological. Thus, I'm drawn towards the sort of psychedelic spirituality found in Leary, Huxley, and Jung. Watts to a lesser extent. I'd like to expand my search a little more, and am hoping for recommendations. Anything would help really, from books to recordings to your own personal experiences.