I said yes to the engagement ring and it looks like I might have a nice one soon before I get married.

We've been having a band the size of my finger around a chain on his neck.

It's coming up on a year and he said he would marry me at the end of it. I am excited, to say the least.

Hello,

My name is Anonymous and I am an alcoholic.

I go by darlinareyousleepy here and I am 24 f.

I live in the Golden State and I live for the Green Rush and I am an adventurer at heart.

Sometimes I miss messages just because my life gets a bit chaotic.

I have been writing since childhood and I make music.

Most of my friends are anonymous now.

I don't like to walk outside my door without someone with me.

I don't like to walk anywhere without at least 20 in my pocket.

Bragging is how I made it a while back when I was offline and now I am relaxing and just coasting until I have enough saved up for my next venture.

Cannabis and its cannabinoids have saved me from strong prescriptions and diving into the bottle again.

I am a strong proponent of guns and of weed.

I am a strong proponent of computers and nuclear.

I am a strong proponent of sex and regulation of it.

I like manufactured reality and the next couple decades will be my goal to help the next generations stay this comfortable.

I don't condone politics. I adhere to a lot of spiritual rules and bylines. I avoid dairy and meat as much as I can.

My past time is spent soaking in this reality.

I don't miss much outside of the gastric scrap yard in my atmosphere, but I do get an urge to do things in unpopulated, unpolluted environments and look at the stars.

I wish I wasn't mentally ill. But I am.

Not only that, I am the first one in my line with it.

It is a bit scary and I hope that I seem sane on here.

But I don't know what sanity is anymore sometimes.

I hope that, one day, humans will be able to figure out how the brain and neural system work.

What would you like to know about me?

I am in the process of moving into a house over the course of a few weeks.

It is a beautiful place that we pay very little for and I am looking for a job and collecting all the questions for study over the next couple of days.

I'm also finally doing my step work with my sponsor.

I have been very enthusiastic about how just being a part of people's lives is actually making them stay sober and successful (for the most part.)

I want to open a non-profit. I want to do this while I am working on releasing music before the end of the summer.

I want to be the person in the room that has helped the most people than to be the richest person in the world.

Anyways, I am coming up on a year sober from alcohol and hard drugs. I've been doubling up on meetings and planning when to take my cakes.

To all of you, I hope you have a Happy Father's Day weekend.

I have a vocal coach now!

I'm taking a class in cryptography and it's kicking my ass.

Still working away, folks!