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kantos  ·  510 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: February 21, 2018

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Cruising through studying. In the middle of having an exam each week since 2 weeks ago moving forward into the next 2 weeks, at least. Nice to have so much dedicated time to focus on one subject at a time, albeit the month-long grind.

Been making good on connecting with more people in 2018. Some for myself, by myself, and even a couple by others. I know my 'work' moving forward has been to make those connections for myself rather than waiting for them to come to me (then question/re-validate thoughts on self-value). So its kinda cool to get that happening on top of my efforts.

Part-time work is pretty nice. Having enjoyable co-workers makes all the difference, and I'm learning as I'm going. Unsure how I feel about conituing there upon graduating - partly since I want to take Birthright and squat in the homeland for a hot minute, partly since I likely won't be able make ends meet as it is... hence, get'n the fuck outta dodge to a place I don't have to think about it. It will put a pause on my ability to make a serious job search to continue where I am, but honestly, I'm 22. Fuck it.

Biggest problem at the moment is the idea of my housing next year. Comfortable where I am, but graduating in Fall means subletting when I'm out of the country. Not a fan of that idea... because honestly, I'm 22, and I want to be the only one allowed to make mistakes under my name.

Recurring thought of late:

"Love is unconditional, relationships aren't."