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humanodon  ·  3153 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Ugh

    In the end I said fuck it, post it, what's the worst they can do? I've never had so much to lose in my life and I question weather it's worth it to add any unnecessary risk.

I don't know if this is universal, but there have definitely been times in my life where I've had a lot at stake and then suddenly I feel the urge to start doing risky shit (a form of l'appel du vide?)-- maybe in the hopes that it'll all come tumbling down so that I won't have to deal with it anymore. Anyway, that's one of the things I'm working at changing with this new direction I'm trying to go with in my life.