DC is filled with national guard, Obergefell V Hodges is up for repeal, and Republicans are campaigning Nationwide to say that a 14 year old can consent to sex and should be tried as a legal adult in the courts.

When I was sharing with her that I'm probably going to need to leave the country if I want to get a heart transplant my mom asked me if I planned on "doing something extreme" which I think was her politely asking me if I was planning on becoming a domestic terrorist. I told her no not because the thought hadn't crossed my mind but because I had thought about this back when that priest from Grand Rapids threw up the zieg heil at a pro forced birth rally.

I am beginning to think that whatever dreams hopes and ambitions I had for my adult life are completely impossible. The necessary infrastructure to keep me alive and healthy is not going to exist in this country for much longer.

It may be the case that I need to seek medical/political asylum in Canada or Europe.

I am meeting with a new friend and her husband on Friday to talk about transplant. She is on her second transplanted heart.

I'm going to Ren Faire at the end of the month. Carving a wizard staff with hand tools.

I think I'm going to find some more big sticks to carve into curses and put up where I think they need to be seen. There is a good body of precedent for this. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nithing_pole