I have no idea were to start. 2 years is a long time when you are 20.
But eh, yesterday I openly challenged the unofficial leader of the local county wing of my party. Well, my previous party. I did say that I would leave if the members approved the suggestion that he get a mandate to completely on his own negotiate with the other parties.
6-4 was the result. And that isn't bad for a first try. It was very clear it was him or me, and that it was almost even is something I am very proud of. I argued my position for one and a half hour. With no support.
I didn't win. But I did try.
And I was extremely cool.
Doing this kind of thing is literally a childhood dream of mine.
And the local wing of the party that is next most ideologically similar to mine has accepted me with open arms. Especially as I say that I am a very ideological person.
So doing something even cooler than I thought possible at 14 is a very, very nice feeling.