I've been keeping a diary on my computer since God knows when this year, in fact...it's the second one as the computer crashed the first time I kept one...but luckily I was able to get back a good part of it. That's what I want to post up here...and this post is where I'm going to put this stuff. i could edit it, I could take out stuff and I could write the whole thing from scratch....but I'm not going to, i don't need to...as it's all here on my computer. Some of the stuff is just gunna be a date and what happened but it's the exact date. I'm using Ubuntu and the 'Rednotebook' program. Before that, I used pen and paper so that's where I get the older stuff from.

This:

http://soundcloud.com/contense/thetruth

Is a conversation I had with my parents about one of the appointments with a therapist (that my doctor sent me to). I'm having to go because of everything that's been going on and what I've over-heard:-/ At the start of it....My mum actually says she knows I'm not lying.

(11/04/2012): My doctor decides I need to see a family therapist, his sister Theresa Duggan.

Wednesday, 18/04/12 20:17:51: I asked about Terassa Duggans appointment and it's on next Thursday but when I was told this dad said, and i quote ''i think we should sit down for a little family meeting before it, just to reherse our story'' (well maybe not a good quote but he did use the words 'family meeting'. 'before it' and 'reherse our story'). I got it recorded but i think it's very faded.