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I always feel bigger than I am
In so many ways
Today I feel as broken as twelve
I always drink more than you
No matter who you are
The past is the past
But the past hasn't passed
And I pass on each moment I'm in
The door is so closed
The door is so close
Tomorrow I'll knock forty times
I wear all new clothes
I'll shave my head
Sit silent and sigh
Lent my jeans to two kids
Shut up! Cover it all in awareness