I don't really know why I'm writing this here. Maybe because I feel like it might be read than more than a dozen people, or maybe because it feeds my ego, or maybe because I have nowhere else to write.

I find it easier to write for a more generic audience than I do to write to a hubski or reddit audience. I find myself scared to show myself in the more internety corners of the internet. Unfortunately, I think it leads to me keeping a lot in that I'm not sharing anywhere.

Expressing myself often feels like screaming into the void, but at the end of the day, I'm truly afraid of what the void could say back to me.

And that's why this sat typed out for over an hour before I built up the courage to post it.