I have no idea were to start. 2 years is a long time when you are 20. But eh, yesterday I openly challenged the unofficial leader of the local county wing of my party. Well, my previous party. I did say that I would leave if the members approved the suggestion that he get a mandate to completely on his own negotiate with the other parties. 6-4 was the result. And that isn't bad for a first try. It was very clear it was him or me, and that it was almost even is something I am very proud of. I argued my position for one and a half hour. With no support. I didn't win. But I did try. And I was extremely cool. Doing this kind of thing is literally a childhood dream of mine. And the local wing of the party that is next most ideologically similar to mine has accepted me with open arms. Especially as I say that I am a very ideological person. So doing something even cooler than I thought possible at 14 is a very, very nice feeling.
So I've been in the mind section of the hospotal for a littel bit more than two weeks now. It feel like time i here is standing still while everyone else is moving on. I have never wanted to stop time so much like I want now. Or fastforward. But I can't. So instead I'm receiving a foster family and only God knows when. And... I know I'll look back on this thinging it was har tiny Ronja, but you did it But it is just SO HARD.