I've been in pretty bad shape since May or earlier. Definitely earlier but I was kinda okay for a couple weeks or so. Doing a little better in the past couple weeks in a few ways but not overall Personal problems aside, my youngest brother is a violent schizophrenic. Not always but sometimes. Because my dad's his custodian and treats him like shit. My brother spent like two months in the hospital after hitting my Dad and his girlfriend and when he got out tried to find a residential facility for him but none of them would take Medicaid so he found some Jamaican lady who'd do it for the price of his disability check I guess. And she kicked him out twice My other brother set up a gofundme for $30,000 which is also depressing because that crazy large figure is less than 2 years of care lil sorry for not replying to the dm