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kingmudsy  ·  1611 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: November 27, 2019

    Once upon a time, it was a Friday. Kingmudsy got very sick, and spent all weekend in bed with cold sweats and a splitting headache. His social obligations all lacked a definitive and room-dominating charisma because, lo, he could not attend! When weekend was finally struck down by that dragon Monday, Kingmudsy felt as though he hadn't seen his friends in a very long while, and he was sad!

Ironically, social obligations are rankling right now. I've been reflecting on the end of my last relationship, and I've come to the understanding that I wasn't treated very well or very fairly at all. If I had a mind to be mad, I could justify being mad. And my mind for it is developing. It makes it tough for me to feel enthusiastic for all the innocent coffee dates I've set up with old friends and flames alike, which is unfair to them.

I'm doing alright dealing with it, though, I just think the novelty of being single has worn off quicker than the heartbreak. My priority right now is to make sure I do right by the people I'm involved with, extricate myself from relationships I can't enthusiastically enjoy, and focus on myself until (realistically, responsibly) I can walk again.

Basically, BREAKING NEWS: Young man on internet feels emotions, plans to deal with them!