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ButterflyEffect  ·  2015 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: October 17, 2018

Work

Turns out I'm going to Atlanta on Sunday for a work conference. Very excited over that, travelling is fun even if it makes me feel a little dissociated from myself. Some of that, I think, is caused by my travel mostly being almost always last minute. At least for work travel. Performance reviews are coming up, I expect they will be positive for me.

Not Work

Ankle is doing okay, it's kind of plateaued with the swelling. Went climbing last night and got about 30 minutes in before it started to swell up, and called it good at that. Daily strength and mobility exercises, but I expect ~8 months before full healing and return to previous state strength. At least I'm back to active recovery but holy fuck is it frustrating.

Also Not Work

Single again and thinking I'm going to stay this way for a while. I'm not a great partner, well, I start off as one and then slowly lose passion or interest in the relationship and discard it. That's kind of where I'm at, though there are many other reasons. Haven't felt love for a person in almost five years, that's probably worth exploring further. What does it take for me to love another person.