Figured out a major source of my social anxiety is due to not really having a place in society. I'm becoming a full time runner and outdoorsy person, and yeah, I'm am engineer who's really into coffee. But I've been a part time punk for a while now, part time coffee in the sense that the scale I'm at is so far removed from everyone else, and I don't really have a societal group. Most of the runners are in a different part of life than I'm in. The punks are, well, punks. Everyone has their enclave, and here I am using my company phone over bluetooth in a new car to play Unwound. Not that I have a clue what to do about this.
I moved again. Way South in the same city, less desirable area, with two people I know. I'm paying half what I had been laying in rent, so the remainder is subsidizing the car I bought and otherwise going into my student loan payments. Thinking this will be a six to nine month arrangement and then likely moving into a studio.