I look for female company, for a multitude of reasons I don't entirely understand.
One day, she let me into her inner world. She told me it bothered her that people thought that she uses them and leaves them on their own once she's done
I have noticed that a lot of people who do use people and then move on feel like this. They tend to confess at some point in search of reassurance.
It was never about me. It was about me and other people, about how we interact, how we attract each other.
Yes! You needn't be so hard on yourself. Moving on and falling out of touch with people is part of life - and transience doesn't mean lack of truth.